GERONIMO!

12252011:

It’s 9:04 PM today on 5/26/12. I’m thinking about my girlfriend. I’m always thinking about her 24/7. I can really say that I’m in love with her because she completes me. I know it sounds cheesy, but I don’t care. She’s probably sleeping right now because she’s really tired and her arm hurts. My parents always told me to never take things for granted, and I don’t. I know what I have, and I know how lucky I am. Maybe I say this too much, but ever since I met her she’s made me a better person and she made me much happier. I’m crazy for her. We have a long distance relationship. I live in Los Angeles, California. She lives in Grand Prairie, Texas. We’re 22 hours and 52mins apart. She’s the first person I’ve confessed everything too. Umm I’ll be honest, I’m always getting shit about how she’s better looking than I am, and how she’s just dating me because she feels sad for me. One you’re lucky I don’t be the living shit out of you fuck. Two I know she would never do that. Oh there’s another thing, I’m better at controlling my temper because of her (kind of). How can you say that to someone and not feel hurt? Are you not human? Don’t you have a heart? Or at least some decency? I’m always about speaking your mind, but not if it’s going to hurt someone emotionally. I guess the truth does hurt, but if you have nothing nice to say then don’t fucking say it. When I was in middle school I never cared about what girls thought about me because I always got the same usual response; ugly, hairy, gross. On the outside I show a “I don’t give a fuck attitude,” but on the inside I was always hurting. When Viana came along she made me feel special, that I was someone she actually wanted to talk to all the time, I was someone she was actually starting to like. So you know what I say to everyone else? Fuck you. I found someone that makes me feel happy and normal. Not like I’m some fucking freak. I’m not a terrorist, a diaper head, or a hairy guy in her eyes. I’m someone she actually loves. She loves me. I can’t believe I’m crying while I’m writing this right now. Fuck, I always thought I was a hard ass ahaha. If you lived a life like mine..always feeling the odd one out, the person that was always picked last, the kid that was never noticed, you would cry too if you were lucky enough to find one person that picked you first and saw you for you. I’m a better person now because of her. I’m proud of who I am.Thank you so much for what you’ve done, I just can never thank you enough.  I love you Viana 12/25/11 <3

Awh :’)

(Source: kimlennox)