Isabella N. | 22 | TX | March 6 | Pisces | Laos & Viet | International Biz | Employed | Big Dreams | Family is everything | Food is life <3 | DIY obsessed | Music is the outlet | Kpop lover
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It’s a cold, hard world sometimes. Thankfully, there are blankets. Monday and Tuesday are cozy days — hot dinners, soft music, maybe some poetry — and Wednesday is a fairly dreamy day, too. On Thursday, try your hand at being creative, but don’t be too specific about what you do. Clarity of…
Why be a martyr on Monday when a friend or coworker’s happy to help? If you feel funny asking, arrange for a mutually beneficial trade. Around Tuesday and Wednesday, fuse your imagination and your intellectual side for amazing results. Some free-form thought might give rise to surprising next…
There are things you’re willing to live with and things you just aren’t. On Monday, you may have to draw a line in the sand. Others may react in funny ways, but your good friends will stand by your side. Tuesday will be an emotionally rocky day — after putting your foot down, you may feel pangs of…
I couldn’t stop thinking about you today and I don’t even know why, considering I resent you. I can’t stand how life plays out sometimes, making us miss the people who hurt us and ignore those who genuinely care.
Heartaches are the worst. It might be time to let you go… I just can’t take it anymore
Ughhhhh how fucking pathetic am I to let you get to me again?? To let you control my happiness or not?? I can’t believe this. You say I should know how you feel, but you’re so confusing!! And yet you say I should “know”?!?!?! WHAT?!? This doesn’t make any sense to me. You were hurt, I get it. We’ve all been hurt one point or another in our life and I can guarantee you it won’t be the last, but does that mean because of one bad girl you’re gonna label ALL girls at fault? It’s not my fault that she fucked you over and I should not have to suffer for it. I go to you with an open heart and I still trust you even after everything we’ve been through. Six years I have been there for you through it all and yet I feel like I was just someone that was just there like it was a convenience for you. Do you know what spending six years on someone feels like?? Since I was 16. Damn that’s forever ago. I love you with all of me; body, soul, and all. But if you don’t know what you want or if this isn’t what you eat anymore then let me know now. It’ll save us both the trouble. Time and time again I let you come back in. But when does it stop and when are you going to realize what you really want?? It’s emotionally draining to sit here and wonder and all the while you probably don’t even give two shits about this during your day. “When we don’t talk, I always wonder how you’re doing; if you’re doing ok.” Was that a lie? Do you like to tell me these things to keep me blind?? Me meeting your family… What were your intentions there?? All of a sudden you want to see me soo much and now all of a sudden I dont hear much from you now. What are you trying to do??
Clearing the Air
A serious turning point is likely between you and a pal near the Full Moon on July 12. If you’ve been feeling ignored by your friend, or if you’ve sensed that the two of you have grown apart, this lunation might push you to end the friendship altogether. Another possibility is…
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